“Ang hirap kasi sa yo binary ka mag-isip.”

“Eh bakit ba … eh ikaw ang fuzzy ng logic mo.”

I’ve always been a fan of Binary Logic. In it, you only worry about the 1 and the 0, the BLACK and the WHITE, the TRUE and the FALSE, the YES and the NO. I like reducing everything to two states. I hate gray areas. I hate in-betweens. I can’t help it, I’m like wired that way.

Den ganzen Beitrag lesen…

Schrödinger’s cat, often called a paradox, is a thought experiment devised by Austrian physicist Erwin Schrödinger around 1935.

Anyway, it’s like this: a cat is placed in a sealed box with a sealed vial of poison that will break open at an uncertain time. Since no one knows when or if the poison is released, until the box is opened, the cat is thought of as both alive and dead. One can only pick a state — dead or alive — when the box is finally opened and the cat is seen.

It’s like … hmmm … maybe it’s like when you like someone and you are not sure if they like you back or not and you haven’t even opened the box — crossed a line, dropped hints, told them, ask them out, argh, whatever else analogy you can think of — what that something between you and that someone can be actually thought of as REAL and IMAGINARY, THERE and NOT-THERE, FACT and FANTASY blah-blah-blah-yakkity-blah. Not until you take that risk, tell them how you feel, and find out once and for all what the heck is going on around here, will you know IF THE CAT IS ALIVE OR NOT.

Right?

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Blame The Big Bang Theory for this. It filled my morning and evening train rides with entertainment but rendered me unsociable since my friends couldn’t talk to me what with my ears covered with my gigantic headphones. I don’t care though if I looked like an idiot desperately trying to prevent myself from laughing. Ugh. Anyway, I already finished this season and will be waiting for the next so y’all can have my attention from here onwards — all the other TV shows have gone into hiatus anyway. Bummer.

I finally succumbed to this song. Jemu’s been addicted to this for weeks — take that, WEEKS!

Head underwater
And they tell me
To breathe easy for a while
Breathing gets harder, even I know that
Made room for me; but it’s too soon to see
If I’m happy in your hands
I’m unusually hard to hold on to

Den ganzen Beitrag lesen…

hey, do ya remember me?
we used to talk about things,
things that i didn’t know about,
things that i still don’t get.

well, it did look effortless,
me messing with all your mess.
you said i didn’t have to try,
you’re wrong, maybe i’ll tell you why.

coz i try really hard, actually,
and i haven’t even seen you,
and i haven’t even got through to you,
not the way that i want to,
no, not the way that i meant to.

hey, didja ever think of me?
i learned things the hard hard way.
guess ’twas all because of you,
hell, everything was for you.

but i learned to see some things,
accepted the comings and the goings,
and those that have all these meanings,
even stupid nonsensical blabberings.

coz i try really hard, you know that,
even if i haven’t even seen you,
and i haven’t even got through to you,
not the way that i want to,
no, not the way that i meant to.

and suppose that i’ll never see you,
and this might not be real anyway,
and you might not be who i thought you were,
but, i’ll still be here, anytime of day.

coz i try really hard, you know that,
even if i haven’t even seen you,
and i haven’t even got through to you,
not the way that i meant to,
not the way that i’m supposed to.

【12:29 2008/05/26】
salamats, meemax, sa title.

(3-0)

1 2 3 4 Total Seattle 22 15 25 25 87 Final Phoenix 24 28 16 15 83

(0-3)

Top Performers

Seattle Lauren Jackson 10-19, 30 Pts 9 Rebs, 3 Assists Phoenix Kelly Miller 6-9, 15 Pts 5 Rebs, 7 Assists

Sue Bird – 13 points, 3 boards (1 off), 6 assists, 3 steals
Swin Cash - 19 points, 7 boards, 2 assists

Still on a high. Awesome awesome awesome game. We got GREAT DEFENSE but sucky offense. Those damn shots just weren’t falling. Good thing though that we didn’t let Phoenix get further away from — what — 17, 19 points up?

I love SWIN. She’s my favorite acquisition this season. :D

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1 2 3 4 Total Sacramento 14 20 11 17 62 Final Seattle 15 9 15 35 74

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Top Performers

Sacramento Rebekkah Brunson 7-12, 15 Pts 6 Rebs, 0 Assists Seattle Sue Bird 4-11, 17 Pts 5 Rebs, 5 Assists

Nakakatakot ang maglakad sa kawalan
na hindi sigurado ang patutunguhan,
ang maglakbay na walang sinusundan,
ang bahala nang mapunta sa kung saan.

Isiping lulan ka ng sasakyang tatahak
sa kahit anong baku-bako at lubak
kaliwa, kanan, liko, diretso, di tiyak,
manibela’y mga kamay mo ang may hawak.

Kayanin mo kaya ang walang kasiguruhan
at ibasura ang mapang pinagkakatiwalaan?
Ang maligaw, mawala, magulumihanan,
hayaang tangayin ng agos ng kapalaran?

Isnabin na ang alinlangan at sige sumabak
na lang sa kahit ano kahit man ikapahamak.
Di lahat ng bagay ay pinaplano’t binabalak,
minsan minsa’y sulit rin naman ang di tiyak.

[ 11:50 2008/05/22 ]
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you’re someone that ain’t mine,
i know but i don’t really mind.
but give me time to draw some line,
don’t cross it, just stay behind.

i don’t need no more definition
common sense’s not really common;
been spinning what little emotion,
everything coming to no fruition.

so leave me be, let me be, don’t you pry,
excuse me a minute, gotta put on my mask.
and when i smile, don’t you wonder why,
don’t mind me, that’s not too much to ask.

because you’re someone that ain’t mine,
come hell or high water or gloomy sunshine.
step back, turn away from my drawn line,
in time, i will be fine, i will be fine.

[ 12:04 2008/05/20 ]

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Grrrrr, kasalanan to ng Hana Kimi. Ang sakit ng heart ko para kay Nakatsu. Waaaah!

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I’m tired of waiting here for you
Can’t waste my time, i’m leaving you

For some unknown reason, this song has been stuck in my head for quite a few days now (intersperse the LSS realm with *that song* from the movie Once) and I can’t get it out. But hey, I don’t even wanna expound on the significance of this song to me and whether there is or isn’t one in the first place. It’ll just be a waste of time and effort.